i aint feeling very well right now, i think a
fever's gonna invade my body any time. D:
all thanks to that 雨中漫步 i had earlier on.
oh God, and this Sunday is the marathon...

anws, BF and i had a small little chat ystd
night. he said i everytime say things like i
want to stop loving and stuffs but my blog
ends up contradicting every single shit that
ive declared. oh well. T.T.

let me share a little secret with you all ok.
i have a craving for a child. a small little kid
/ toddler which wouldnt be noisy & irritating.
so that at least, when the whole world leaves
me behind, that damn kid will still be here for
me right, right? i dont need love to complete
my puzzle of life, and now i realised maybe i
dont need you either.

i know i cant make you happy, i know that
seeing you happy should be the only thing
that i should be concerned about, thats why
i aint going to hold on anymore.

i dont particularly like outings very much
nowadays, ima not only very broke & also,
i simply dont feel like facing the rest of the
world with sucha fugly face. D:

p.s. btw not to worry, i may have a craving
for a child but i wouldnt go and have one at
this very moment yah. ja.

我不能带给你快乐，那又何必去尝试呢？

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♥ 9:18 PM